I just found a friend is getting married. Its good. I'm happy for this person. Surely they will be happy in married bliss. Surely they deserve a person who loves them with everything they've got. I don't know why I feel somehow depressed and blase' about it.

I think I'm just screwed up in the head.

Not that long ago I thought that everyone should be married. Now somehow I am feeling mopey about this persons happiness. I am really such an idiot.

Well Congratulations Unnamed Friend. All the best.